Not my will but Yours be done

Well, I was checking the news and saw the story regarding Susan Boyle. I watched her video and was amazed, then I started listening to the lyrics.
"And there are storms we can not weather."
I can relate to that. I may be yoked to Jesus but I will be crushed. I can just feel it. For me to understand the truth I must be crushed as he was.
Have mercy on me Lord